Wednesday, March 22, 2017

PCOS and Adrenal Fatigue

So it has been over a month since I had my appointment with Dr. Brie at Direct Osteopathic Primary Care.  I love the direct primary care model.  We pay a montly membership to be a part of the practice ($70/person).  We have direct access to Dr. Brie at any time via e-mail or phone.  Direct Primary Care takes out the insurance "middle man" and facilitates a direct connection between doctor and patient...and I love that!

The cost deterred us originally, but once I crunched the numbers, we will actually save money...what?!  Dr. Brie gives us her wholesale cost for prescription, supplements, and labs, so we actually pay much less than with insurance.

It has taken me about a month to process what we covered in our hour-long appointment.  We talked extensively about my health history, medications, supplements, diet, and concerns.  Due to our upcoming move, I decided to wait on the labs until after April 15, but Dr. Brie had a pretty good idea about what is going on in my body.

So here it goes:

At age 20, a doctor diagnosed me with Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome (PCOS) due my irregular cycle and hormone levels (androgen excess).  That doctor told me to "have kids now" or that I may never have kids.  Wow.  I remember being with my dear friend Allegra in the days following that appointment and I grieved and grieved.  Over the following years, I "never met the criteria again".  Dr. Brie informed me that the experts in the field do not agree on the criteria, so diagnosis can be subjective.  Thankfully I easily got pregnant with James and breastfeed without trouble (other than my early return to work and James' desire to breastfeed every one to hour hours for the first seven and a half months).

As a Mom/Baby nurse and lactation consultant, I know that PCOS typically has a specific physical profile, which I have never met.  Many doctors would tell you that the ovaries drive PCOS, but PCOS can be powered by the adrenals (which sit on your kidneys).  Without the labs, we cannot know which "powers" mine.  However, based on my symptoms, my adrenals stand out as the cause.

"One of the most pronouncedly unique expressions of PCOS involves women who have high levels of a hormone known as DHEA-S.  This androgen is only produced by the adrenal glands, and it’s been found that women with high DHEA-S have rather different characteristics than other women with PCOS.
Up to 50% of women with PCOS have high levels of the adrenal hormone DHEA-S in their blood. This can easily fly under the radar because the DHEA-S reference ranges on standard blood tests are very large and don’t reflect the natural drop of this hormone which occurs with age. 
In a woman with adrenal androgen excess PCOS, [the] normal [DHEA-S] pattern ends up disrupted. Often, DHEA-S levels are above the reference range when compared to other women without PCOS of the same age.  DHEA-S levels can also fluctuate greatly in women with this type of PCOS, whereas in other women they tend to steadily decline with age." | Read more on PCOS Diva
So why would the adrenals malfunction like this? STRESS.  Without going into the pathphysiology of it all, stress causes your adrenals to excrete more cortisol, which directly and indirectly turns into testosterone (the primary androgen).  Excess androgens (testosterone) equal PCOS.

Many women with PCOS get treated for symptoms, but to improve adrenal driven PCOS, the root cause must be addressed: the adrenals and stress!

The adrenals control the fight or flight response.  Biologically our stress response relates to survival. In a life or death situation, the adrenals flood the body with cortisol.  Our adrenals were not designed for continuous day to day stress.  When faced with this day to day stress, the adrenals become fatigued.  Reading the signs and symptoms of adrenal fatigue feels like reading about myself, which really validates my experience (and make me feel a little less crazy).  Not only that, but identifying the root cause brings hope for improvement!

THE PLAN:
1. Reduce stress by increasing self care
2. Diet changes -
"Things like BPA’s in the plastics that we consume, act as estrogen disruptors. Genetic modified organisms (GMO’s) in the foods you eat every day, like gluten (wheat), soy, corn, and other grains, are not only estrogen disruptors, but they are hidden sources of inflammation production, and therefore stress, in your body."        | Read more on Adrenal Fatigue Society
3. Supplements:
           - Ashwaghanda: Supports adrenals to manage a healthy stress response
           and anxiety, helps curb carbohydrate cravings and stress eating
           - Saw Palmetto: Helps process and eliminate androgens causing PCOS
          - Inositol: Mood and cycle regulation related to PCOS
          - B Complex: Supports adrenals to regulate stress response and energy level

I must emphasize that my labs must be done to confirm all of the above.  All of this is presumed based on my symptoms.  I share here on this blog because the more I share, the more women I meet with similar struggles who have not sought out help, have been told "it is all in your head", or have only had their symptoms addressed (not the root cause).  We need to band together, get the help we need, and THRIVE again!




(Many of you know I needed high levels of glucocorticoids (steroids) to keep me out of respiratory failure.  Additionally, I used a steroid inhaler from age 3 through midde school; topical steriods from age 3 to present; and I have needed oral or intramuscular steroids once or twice a year for eczema and asthma exacerbation most of my life.  That has played a major role, but I do not understand it well enough at this time to share about it.)

Sunday, March 12, 2017

Self Care or the Lack Thereof

Self care - most of my mom friends would say, "What is that?!"  I certainly did.  I did not "have time" for that..until it caught up with me.

Last fall slowly but surely I could not keep up with life's demands.  Really it began years ago, but it became markedly more apparent then.  Being a Wife, a Mom, a Wildtree Director, a Lactation Consultant, I could not keep up.  One day I felt like I could not even get out of bed.  I had neglected myself for so long that I could no longer serve others: my husband, my son, my family, my Wildtree team/customers, my co-workers, my patients.

I had to make a change.

I had tried to make a change so many times before.  But as I have talked about with my friends Brenda and Jessica, it is hard to make a change when you are still getting by.  When you feel mediocre but can still get the job done, it is difficult to summon the motivation.  At least it was for me.

I finally hit a wall right before Christmas.  I decided to wait until after Christmas, my birthday, and my birthday getaway to get rolling (procrastination or wisdom, I am not sure which).

1. Anti-inflammatory diet (see previous posts).

I saw so many positive effects: decreased fatigue, headaches, brain fog, GI issues, body aches.  I thought this alone would be enough over the long haul.  It certainly helped, but it was just the tip of the iceberg.

A friend boldly reached out to me to tell me she worried what would happen to me physically, mentally, emotionally, psychologically.  So I shed quite a few tears, slept for 24 hours, and then got to work.

2. I gave up all my volunteer positions.  I have always wanted to be the room mom, serve on parent council, etc.  Maybe in a different season, but not right now.

3. I set up a morning routine - a short Bible reading and exercise. (I typically do not even give myself enough time to shower, get dressed, and get out the door on time.)

4. I made a counseling appointment.  I cannot count on my fingers and toes how many times I have told others that everyone should see a counselor.  About time I took my own advice.

5. I delegated some tasks to Wes that I had been holding onto.

I am a work in progress.  I know this is just the beginning.  But nonetheless, it is a break through.  And I feel hopeful.  It is the first time I have taken action to back up my belief that you cannot serve those around you without taking care of yourself.  I share because I am not alone.  I have to summon the courage to share each blog post.  But each time others gals reach back, we connect over our shared experiences, and we move forward together.  And for that, I am thankful.